Still, I was unprepared for the many lunches and dinners where my friends and I cried-and for the look on my best friend's face at my going-away party.

但我还是在面对我和朋友都哭了的午宴晚宴时，还有在面对告别派对上我最好的朋友脸上的模样时，都会觉得措手不及。