A few months before I died, he had found me like this, but 28 tucked inside my sheets with me was Buckley, in his 29 pajamas, with his bear, curled up against my back, sucking sleepily on his thumb.

我过世前几个月，爸爸看着我正是这样呼呼大睡，只是当时我床上多了巴克利，巴克利穿着睡衣，抱着小熊，背对着我窝成一团，半睡半醒地吮着大拇指。