I don't think I will ever feel as powerless as I did when I was on my knees, wearing a U. s. military uniform in the Middle East, forced by my superior to shove my head between another man's legs.

我不认为当我在中东身着军服在上级的逼迫下跪在地上在其它男人的腿间摇摆着我的头时会觉得自己永远软弱。