But we kept the story to ourselves, allowing ourselves only small, knowing smiles, like the one we had seen so often on Daddy’s face since he had come to terms with himself.

当然，这事我们对谁也没说，只是在脸上露出浅浅的、会心的一笑，就像老爸在乐天知命后脸上常露出的笑容那样。