He stands at the door holding the greasy bag while I wonder if this is the night I'll finish off my spring roll, climb into bed, and have a heart attack in my sleep.

他手里拿着油腻的袋子站在门口，我不禁怀疑这次我吃完春卷爬到床上的之后，我会不会在睡梦中心脏病突发而死去。