Then I spent my first day as a freelancer wrapped in a blanket, wide-eyed and paralyzed, wondering what in the world I'd gotten myself into.

然而，真正成为自由职业者的第一天，我就把自己裹在一张毛毯里，睁大眼睛，什么也没做，就在那想着我到底把自己推进了一个什么境地。