We had little idea of how we would cope, whether we could provide an education for the children, and if three months later we would be home, shamefaced, saying 'Oh, it just didn't work out'.

我们不知道自己能否对付的来，是否能为孩子们提供教育，也许三个月后我们回到家里满脸惭愧地说：“哦，这样根本不行呀”。