You can't clear up the mess of silk anyhow it was confusing and perplexing thus I swear that I would find the meaning of life even at the price of messing up with everything.

这团丝怎么理都理不清，让人迷茫，让人困惑，所以我发誓，就算搞不清楚所有的问题，也要把生命的意义找到。