Sometimes these influences merge ambiguously and she often finds herself caught in dual-identity, when certain beliefs and action become dubious, and contradictions and paradoxes arise within.

有时候这些影响体现得很模糊以至她常常发现自己背负着身份的双重性，特别是每当自我产生矛盾、一些信念和行为变得可疑的时候。