Even to go out to search for my husband's body, I was afraid, not to mention to sell things in the market," she said.

“因为没钱，有一段时间，我的第二个孩子不得不辍学在家，” Sudarmi说：“在听到丈夫被杀的消息后，我根本没有胆量走出家门，没胆量出去寻找丈夫的尸体，更不要提到市场上卖东西了。”